It wasn't that bad

So I had a mini breakdown the day I found out I wasn't pregnant but I quickly realized that it wasn't going to do me any good to be that upset. It wasn't going to change anything. So I had some time to myself and moved on. We have decided to try another cycle this month. In fact probably Thurs. We will see. I had a ultrasound yesterday and she said my eggs aren't growing as quick this time around but she does see a few more than last time. So she debated whether Weds or Thurs I should come in and settled on Thurs. So I have an appt at 11:15 on Thurs to see how they are doing. She said something about it being free if I ovulated already? Don't know if she means that if I ovulate we will still do it to give me a chance but it will be free? Who knows. So we will see what Thurs brings.

I had a flooded bathroom last night and the back of the toliet hit my head so I'm not feeling all that great today. I can't wait til my hubby is home for good. On another note, we kicked his cousin out end of last week because he was not home like he should have been with me and the baby while my husband isn't home. He would rather run around with his girlfriend even though we gave him a free place to stay. This is the second time he has lived with us and we thought maybe he had grown up some but apparently not. he's more worried about being with his girlfriend then being home with me to help with little things while my hubby is gone. Oh well. I like the quiet and not having to worry about being dressed all the time haha!

Not much else going on right now. We did get a new kitchen table this weekend which is awesome. We have a small dining area in our kitchen and no standalone dining room. We had a regular sized table in there and it was just impossible to keep it because we had no room if you had the chairs around it. So we got a pub style table with 4 stools that actually go under the table when not in use. I LOVE it. We also spent some money and got 3 side tables, 6 chairs and a firepit for our back porch. I can't wait to use that firepit!